So this is not me appealing towards unbanning (I'm not banned). But I have to apologise, because I got recruited as MYT member and already I acted irrational due to trolls on the server.
Basically, there was a player who was teamkilling/shooting and I got mad and was told by two senior members to calm down yet I ignored them and had vengeance in me. It is very embarassing for a new member to do this obvious mistake and to that I have to say sorry for already letting you down.
I do also promise not to repeat that same mistake and pull myself together even if there is just one troll.